1. |
Should I
02:39
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Life not always happens the way you want it to happen
That's what they say
But is there anyone out there who can tell me what's supposed to be done?
I don't know what to be anymore
I think I forgot how to be
Should I quit my job?
Should I leave this town?
Should I leave everyone behind?
Should I just not give a fuck?
Can I pull this off if I just work hard?
If I just try so hard
I'm so done with feeling anxious all the time
I feel like I'm losing it
I'm losing myself
Am I losing you?
Please tell me how to be again
I don't wanna see through tears anymore
Should I quit my job?
Should I leave this town?
Should I leave everyone behind?
Should I just not give a fuck?
Can I pull this off if I just work hard?
If I just try so hard
I'm going back to bad habits, and keeping secrets
I need some quietness
I need to get back to my old self
Should I quit my job?
Should I leave this town?
Should I leave everyone behind?
Should I just not give a fuck?
Can I pull this off if I just work hard?
If I just try so hard
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2. |
Walk Over Me
02:52
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You can laugh at me all you want
You can shout my name a million times
I won't listen
I won't even try
You can try to bring me down
Try to make me cry
It won't work this time
Not anymore
This was the last time that I let you walk all over me
I don't like the taste of your shoes
Never liked the sight of your back turning on me
You're turning on me
I know you're feeling proud of being your awful self
Why don't you just try being nice sometime?
It's not that hard, I'm telling you, to not throw stuff around up there
I'm so tired of the noise you create
This was the last time that I let you walk all over me
I don't like the taste of your shoes
Never liked the sight of your back turning on me
You're turning on me
I'm leaving soon
That doesn't make it okay
I'm done here
My efforts are wasted
They've always been wasted
This was the last time that I let you walk all over me
I don't like the taste of your shoes
Never liked the sight of your back turning on me
You're turning on me
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3. |
Sort it Out
02:34
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I'm trying to find the right words to figure out these thoughts
Trying to find a way to make sense of all of this
I'm so angry all the time
I'm in a constant fighting mode
Something is bound to happen
So I take myself out for long walks
'cause I can do this on my own
I've been hiding behind my anger
Hiding behind the truth
I'm a timebomb, a whirlwind
Ready to destroy the stability I have left
The earth beneath my feet is slowly sinking in with every misstep that I take
So I take myself out for long walks
'cause I can do this on my own, this thing called life
It can't be this hard
It's time to sort it out
I'll be just fine
It's time to get my feet back on the ground
I have to keep telling myself: this is not the end
I'm strong
I'm born to bounce back
I'm choosing me this time
So I take myself out for long walks
'cause I can do this on my own
It can't be that hard
It's time to sort it out
I'll be just fine
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4. |
Moving On
02:56
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I worry about life
Please tell me that I'm gonna be okay
I've been taking care of everyone but myself
I just don't know how to do that
Sleepless nights followed up by nights with too much sleep
I can't get out of bed
But I have to
Give me some time to reflect on what I'm doing
Am I running away from myself?
I'm moving on from the past chapter of my life
It's time to let go
I've been keeping my head up high
But that doesn't always stop the tears from falling down
My friends all tell me I've been doing so well
I'm starting to look happy again
But they don't know how lonely I get
My thoughts consume me
I've had some time to reflect on what I'm doing
I've been running away from myself
I'm moving on from the past chapter of my life
It's time to let go
I've been keeping my head up high
But that doesn't always stop the tears from falling down
I've been staying up too late
I've been drinking too much
Avoiding having to deal with this
I'm shutting down again
Who am I kidding?
I need more time
I'm moving on from the past chapter of my life
It's time to let go
I've been keeping my head up high
But that doesn't always stop the tears from falling down
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5. |
Small Talk
02:51
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I don't want you to become a stranger to me
But I can't make small talk with you
Not right now
I don't even know how to respond to your texts
I don't want to ignore you
But I just don't know what to say
It hurts to walk past your house
See the lights on
Wondering what you're doing
But I can't let you keep pushing me around
Hot and cold
I think you've got stuff to figure out
I've been feeling like a pile of miserable nothing
I don't blame you for not knowing what to do
I'm scared
I'm losing myself
I've not been doing so well
It hurts to walk past your house
See the lights on
Wondering what you're doing
But I can't let you keep pushing me around
Hot and cold
I think you've got stuff to figure out
I've been looking for reasons to be mad at you
'cause that would be so much easier
But I'm not angry
I don't think I'm angry
I just miss you
Every fiber of my being misses you
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