1. |
Unfair
02:38
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I sit here
waiting for something to happen
something to show me I'll be fine
I'm waiting for the days to pass
counting the days 'til I see you again
but it's not fair
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in this place I wanted to mean so much more to me
there's so much to be
I'm wasting my time feeling miserable
I should feel fine
I'm still here
trying to act like I'm fine
and some days I am
but sometimes frustrations wins
and I get upset because you're not saying
that it's not fair
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in this place I wanted to mean so much more to me
there's so much to be
I'm wasting my time feeling miserable
I should feel fine
but weekends come
and I'm all alone
and I don't understand anything anymore
I sink deep into feelings I don't want to feel
I don't want to feel so alone
'cause I'm not alone
but it's not fair
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck in this place I wanted to mean so much more to me
there's so much to be
I'm wasting my time feeling miserable
I should feel fine
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2. |
Homesick
02:28
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these days I seem to be lost
I've been trying to find a way
to hold on
don't give in
don't give up
I want to go home
I want you to stay
I don't mind sharing this place
if that means I'll be okay
I'm trying to speak up
but all they do is make me feel like I'm just whining
so I'll shut up
I'll hold it in
but don't be surprised if I implode
I want to go home
I want you to stay
I don't mind sharing this place
if that means I'll be okay
they say "it's only three more months"
they say "you'll just have to sit through it"
but no one wants to hear it
no one wants to listen
I guess it's not important
I want to go home
I want you to stay
I don't mind sharing this place
if that means I'll be okay
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3. |
Abandon Ship
03:36
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I get up in the morning
because I have to
can't hide from the world all day
they say
they tell me
they tell me that I'm lazy
they tell me that it's not real if I don't take the pills
I don't have to take the pills
and I don't wanna live like this
afraid of my own brain
afraid of what it might make me do
and the storm is heavy
I don't know how to abandon this ship
I spend my days writing
'cause that's the only way I know how to deal with feelings
these feelings that feel foreign to me
they don't belong with me
life was supposed to be exciting
and I don't wanna live like this
afraid of my own brain
afraid of what it might make me do
and the storm is heavy
I don't know how to abandon this ship
it's pulling me under
I gotta be strong
I can't let you win again
but this is not an easy fight
and there's not supposed to be blood
there was never supposed to be proof
and I don't wanna live like this
afraid of my own brain
afraid of what it might make me do
and the storm is heavy
I don't know how to abandon this ship
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4. |
On My Own
02:30
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days spent alone
days spent in bed
curled up under the covers
something curled up in my head
something messed me up
something's making me feel like I can't breathe anymore
or maybe I don't want to breathe anymore
safe me
stop me from doing things that I'll regret
I don't wanna be covered in a history on my body
but I don't need your help
I can do this on my own
maybe if I force myself
I can make my brain think different
and start living again
because this, this isn't life
this is something I think is permanent
but I can't let it define me
safe me
stop me from doing things that I'll regret
I don't wanna be covered in a history on my body
but I don't need your help
I can do this on my own
I'll just tell the creatures in my head to uncurl
I'll write it down
I'll share my thoughts
safe me
stop me from doing things that I'll regret
I don't wanna be covered in a history on my body
but I don't need your help
I can do this on my own
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