I don't want you to become a stranger to me
But I can't make small talk with you
Not right now
I don't even know how to respond to your texts
I don't want to ignore you
But I just don't know what to say
It hurts to walk past your house
See the lights on
Wondering what you're doing
But I can't let you keep pushing me around
Hot and cold
I think you've got stuff to figure out
I've been feeling like a pile of miserable nothing
I don't blame you for not knowing what to do
I'm scared
I'm losing myself
I've not been doing so well
It hurts to walk past your house
See the lights on
Wondering what you're doing
But I can't let you keep pushing me around
Hot and cold
I think you've got stuff to figure out
I've been looking for reasons to be mad at you
'cause that would be so much easier
But I'm not angry
I don't think I'm angry
I just miss you
Every fiber of my being misses you
credits
from querencia,
released November 16, 2017
Written by the right notes
Recorded, mixed and mastered by Martijn Everts
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